miss blurrberry

Okay, I have this weird obsession with girls. I always like seeing pretty girls. Admiring their beauty. I'm not a lesbian though. I still love boys. But I always think that you can find pretty girls with one blink of an eye. Different case with boys. There are not many handsome guys out there. Once you find cute ones, turns out they're gay or already someone else's. Haha..

As I told you before, it's quite easy for me to say whether a girl pretty or not. As well as celebrities. There are so many celebrities that able to turn my head around. But for some reasons, I always love the sensual Scarlett Johansson and Zooey Deschannel for her quirkiness.

Inspired by Scarlett's sexy body, I decided to join the gym last week. I don't like being skinny. My goal is, beside being healthy, to get Scarlett's body. I know I have the curvy body like she does. So I guess it won't be so hard for me to get that body. 

From now on, I started work out with personal trainer three times a week. Changing my lifestyle and also what i eat. And I try not to sleep late. I try go to bed at 10-11 o'clock. It works well at me. Even though i often fell hungry, but i kinda lost my appetite. Hmm, is it a good or bad things??

Here goes my menu on this one whole week:

Breakfast: Cereal and one slice of whole wheat grain. Or tuna sandwich that i bought in foodhall. yummy.
Lunch: I eat normal, but with small portion of rice. It would be better if the white rice is replaced with brown rice. It tastes a lil bit weird, but you'll get used to it.
Dinner: I only eat fruits like apple, pear, melon or grapes. More than that?? Big no-no.

I still don't know how well this strategy will works. But I hope i will get Scarlett's body in about 3 months. Yuhuuu..

Well, let's say I'm just lucky. The weekend was great. After having Adjuk's birthday dinner at Urban Kitchen Senayan City, I went to Jaya Pub. 347 held an event there called Superbad. It was super cool. I get to see White Shoes & the Couples Company, Rock n Roll Mafia which the vocalist is so cute ;p, and also not to mention surprise gig from The Whitest Boy Alive. I can't believe Erlend Oye, which also in the band Kings of Convenience was meters away from me. Went there with Acit, Dedi, and one of Acit's friend. I guess we were very lucky. Seeing The Whitest Boy Alive for Rp 25.000 only..

Second surprise came from Acum. He gets the Southbound Festival's ticket for me. Yeeeey.... I am very happy. I screamed right away after hearing that super duper awesome news from Acum. But still searching the right agent to help me to get the visa. Still praying tho'.

Here are some pictures from Superbad. Don't you just love being alive? Coz I know I do!

the whitest boy alive

love his geeky look

play nice and easy

geeky but cutey erlend

the one from rock n roll mafia ;p

can u clearly see erlend is singing behind us?

Oh yes, I do missed you Abs...

Tugas itu menumpuk
Bagai sampah yang ditumpuk
Tenggat waktupun menubruk
Membuatku seakan mabuk

Berlari kencang ku dikejar
Diam di tempat ku kan dihajar
Siang malam ku terasa tak tenang
Tidur nyenyak pun hanya dikenang

Keluarkan aku dari lorong gelap ini
Tolong, teriakku..
Lepaskan aku dari belenggu ini
Tolong, helaku..

Ku ingin ini cepat berakhir
Agar ku dapat segera menyengir
Ku ingin ini cepat usai
Agar ku tak akan pernah menyesal

Tolong, teriakku lagi
Tolong, helaku sekali lagi....

Few days a go someone wants to burned down my house. And today, someone is trying to hurt my dad. That person successfully broke the car and failed to hurt my dad. My dad is fine and ends up in the police station to file the report of that person. Alhamdulillah. The latest news I heard the police has already arrested that cruel person.

I just don't understand how could someone do something cruel to hurt anybody else just for money? Come on, if you don't get the job it's because there's something wrong with you. You don't hurt anybody else. Just correct yourself. Find out why other people don't trust you to handle the job. Don't you realize that, jerks? Only because the governor is your fellow GAM, it doesn't mean you have any right to hurt anyone else just because you don't get what you want. Wake up people! Incumbency don't stay forever in your hand. So don't act like you own the whole world!

For all I know, my dad is a very generous person. He always willing to help other. He puts others need before his own. He doesn't mind you came to his office while his working and asked for some money for your own good. He doesn't even mind you came to our house in Maghrib time while he's breaking his monday-thursday fast just to asked for a favor. Don't you realize that??

Me and my brother, also my mom agreed that we will ask dad to back off from his position. We think his life and security worth than everything else in the world..

Here comes another personality test of me.

ID

Individualistic Doers are self-assured and very independent persons. They are quiet and realistic, very rational, extremely matter of fact persons. They strongly cultivate their individualism and enjoy applying their abilities to new tasks. But they are also very spontaneous and impulsive persons who like to follow their sudden inspirations. Individualistic Doers are good and precise observers who register everything which goes on around them. However, they are not so sensitive as regards interpersonal relations and are surprised when they occasionally rub someone up the wrong way with their direct and blunt manner. They are not particularly fond of obligations; but if you give them space, they are uncomplicated, sociable and cheerful individuals.

Individualistic Doers enjoy challenges - action and the odd kick are simply part of their life. They love tempting fate and many people of this type have risky hobbies such as skydiving or bungee jumping. This also applies to their workaday life. Individualistic Doers are in top form in critical situations; they can grasp situations, make decisions and take the necessary steps extremely quickly. Hierarchies and authorities impress them very little; if a superior is not competent, they will have little respect for him. Individualistic Doers like to take on responsibility. They have a marked sense of reality and always find the most suitable and expedient solution for a problem. They resolve conflicts openly and directly; here, they sometimes lack tact but are also very good at taking criticism themselves.

As friends, Individualistic Doers are loyal and devoted; they only have a few friendships but many of them last a lifetime. People enjoy talking to them because of their optimistic attitude to life and their ability to listen. However, they prefer to talk about mutual interests and hobbies rather than about theoretical or philosophical issues - they are not tangible enough for them. They need a lot of freedom and time to themselves in love relationships but, at the same time, they are also very tolerant towards their partners. It happens very seldom that Individualistic Doers fall head over heels in love. They are far too rational. They prefer to pick their partner on the basis of mutual interests and preferences which they want to share with that partner. Individualistic Doers are not particularly fond of effusive outbursts of emotion. They prefer to prove their love by their actions and expect the same of their partner. Whoever wishes to tie an Individualistic Doer to himself needs a lot of patience. It takes some time before this personality type is willing to get involved with another person.

Adjectives which describe my type

introverted, practical, logical, spontaneous, adventurous, resolved, independent, fearless, loyal, analytical, realistic, optimistic, interested, quiet, curious, circumspect, individualistic, action-loving, venturesome, cool, dispassionate, reserved, skilful, confident, independent, communicative, down-to-earth

These subjects could interest me

travel, nature, hiking, cars, model making, gardening, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual matters, music, literature, writing, strategy games, politics